I had to get out.  I don't know who's right or wrong but I can feel the conceit.  I can feel the condescension. Why does my heart hurt so bad when I should be tolerant?  I can't do it today.  Not for a while.  This is too much today.  I feel my heart beating faster and faster and I need to let my mind rest and it won't.  I love you Lord.  I need you Lord.  Please help me...please...show me your light and your love. Show me your way.